Do you ever feel like you have the weight of the world on your shoulders, like everything is riding on you? Do you worry about holding it all together and that you're all alone in that struggle?

Even before I was pregnant with Linor, people would stop me and ask, "How many months are you?"

Every night before bed, I turn off the lights in our house and check the locks. But because I'm usually tired, I don't feel like walking all the way over to the door (even though it's just 15 steps!) - so I'll use the flashlight on my phone and shine it at the door slit. That way I can see if the bolt is in the door jam.

This past month has been intense for me - emotionally, physically, politically, and spiritually. Cold sores, sore throats, migraines, family stuff, the news, the world, and just being a mom who runs a business does the trick.

This week we lost two talented and beloved icons to suicide, Kate Spade and Anthony Bourdain.